annmarierose

Bring out your best in the times that are the worst. Make known of what you have been your whole life not what you have become. You are human, you have soul, and you are one in your own. Keep in mind that you are only human and you may fall into disaster but do not let that keep you from the future. You are a being with heart and soul and a mind that can differentiate who you are, from what other people have told you that you are. Keep no mind to what others think, stay true to yourself, only God can judge you. Take no heart to those that desert you. Know that things change for the better, people change as time goes by, and we move on. No matter how much we may dislike it or how much of an emotional toll it takes on you, it will still happen. From all these experiences we will learn to become strong enough people to accept the degradation of a relationship and from that we can always hope for a brighter tomorrow. The past is the Past. This is now. Be ready for change because it will take you by the hand at the time you least expect it. Prepare yourself for the future and do not fear it. For the worst thing you can do is to fear tomorrow, instead of hoping for a brighter, better future. Never let single people bring you down, no matter their status, or amount of money, no one can put a weight on your shoulders. To those that already have that weight, may you find peace and may that weight be lifted from your shoulders so that you may know the freedom of life. Give thought to all those memories you want to forget, do not just throw them away, but learn from them. The best learning experience could possibly be all the wrongs you can make right. We will all make mistakes in our lives; do not feel like you're the only one. There are people who have done much worse than you, so keep your head up. Stay strong. Never look at yourself with complete dissatisfaction because everything you have done has only made you more of a human. We were born sinners in this world; no single person can make a change in that. Make known the pain that you may hold in every day, the greatest release could just be to tell the world. Do not reject the hand that brings help, but instead grasp onto it and never let go. You have people who love you and care for you, people who pray for you every single day, even if you don’t know it. Those memories of the past may never, ever, go away but as sure as the sun shines you will be fine. Be happy that you may not know everything, because learning is half of the experience. Live and learn. Learn to not judge those around you, for those may be the people you may become the closest to. Learn to love the world around you, and appreciate it while you are still alive, because life is a marvelous thing. Never blur out the world that you live in, take it in. These forces of nature are not here for you to fear them, but to make you learn, and figure out what they have and effect on. These rainstorms, tornadoes, tsunamis, and hurricanes can never stop your thoughts on life; they may be able to stop your physical being, but not your mental being. Never let the world blur you out either, for you deserve to be here just as much everyone else. We are created equal. Never change yourself to feel valid or known; the people you are changing for are the people who do not need to be in your life, but rather the people who shouldn’t be in your life. You are made to be the person you are, not someone else. Never feel like you are not good enough. To feel not good enough is to only feel human. We were not made perfect, just equal. Never let anyone make you feel like you aren’t good enough, because in reality, you are enough. You have made a change in someone else’s life, no matter if it is noticeable or not. You are the change that this world has desperately needed. Change is the only permanent thing in life. Nothing is permanent; all that surrounds you will be gone sooner or later. Do not hold onto too tightly these things but appreciate them; you have much more than you know. You have been given so much in your life, while others have been given so little. Try to give what you have gotten so you can share your happiness with the world. Everyone deserves a smiling heart. A single smile can make a bad day better. Keep in mind that if you are having an 'off day' that doesn’t mean everyone else is. There is no need to bring other people down just because you are. Let others know how you feel, share your pain, so that they will share their happiness back with you. Life is full of meaning, never feel like it isn’t. You are here to share your knowledge of life with the world. Your stories can touch the lives of millions. You are a gateway to the future. You are the future. Do not let the past bring you down; for that is behind you. Do not fear the unknown but instead make it known. Do not turn your back to those you do not know; for those will be your friends. Do not let your friends bring you down; for those will be your enemies. Finally, do not keep your ideals to yourself but make them known; for you are the change.

I was at a show last night, it was cool I guess. It was filled with people of various ages, everyone just scattered around everywhere. It really didn't seem to me like anyone was enjoying themselves though,  it was kind of boring to be honest.

 So, here's the story, Monique and I rolled up to the show, with almost NO ONE there at first, so we waited a while. It's one of those shows that people are usually in the pit, while the music is blasting, fast drumbeats, and shredding guitar. It was all of that, except the people in the pits. I don't know, it seemed to me like there would've been a good pit going cause everyone's jackets were covered with things like "Boston F**kin Metal", "Legalize Homicide", and many different band names. And, all the guys there were trying to look so hardcore with all their piercing and half-an-inch gauges, that even Monique and I had bigger gauges than. But no, everyone was just standing around like they were afraid to do anything (either that or they just thought they were too cool.) Monique was getting mad cause she wanted to be in the pits but no one did did anything. It just made me think though, why parade yourself around like you're going to start something, or make yourself sound SO BR00T4l, like really? Whats up with that? I mean go to a Jonas Brothers concert if you're going to act like a little girl. Just sayin'.

    I've been thinking about a lot of writing things lately, but I never got to it, so well, here it is!

    I've just had a lot on my mind and it's sometimes hard to keep control of. Like, last sunday, I was having one ofe those 'off days'.. you know the kind where every single thing gets to you. I'm not here for you pity or anything, so don't think that. Whenever I'm like that I tend to take it out on people though, either that or I'm quiet the whole day and lock myself in my room. It's really not healthy and it just made me think, "What happens to all those people who are like this more than every-so-often, more of an everyday thing." It just struck me that I really shouldn't be acting like that, I have absolutely NOTHING to be depressed about, I have a great family, great friends, and I'm a really smart person. I just feel bad cause I wish I could have other people feel the way I do about life, it shouldn't be something where you just sit and complain about everything that happens to you every day, but be happy for the things you have. I know people have depression and all that, and I hope they get better! But, to those people who don't have clinical depression I really hope you start being more optimistic about things, being a pessimist won't really get you that far and it surely won't make you feel any better, trust me. To those people who have already found that happiness in their life, reach out, and help someone else, it's worth sharing your joy so that they can share theirs and make it an endless circle. Maybe the world will be a happier place in the end, you never know.